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God's Politics

Coming Clean: A Confession

by David Cramer 03-13-2009

I have a confession to make.

Some of my friends and colleagues are already fully appraised of what I am about to say. But for many other family members and peers, all they know is what they have heard in rumors or gleaned from suggestive comments on previous blogs.

Today I must put this mystery to rest. Today I must accept myself for who I really am and trust that others will learn to accept me for who I am too.

The reality of who I really am inside is something that I have been coming to grips with over the last few years. At first I tried to fight it. I even wrote a lengthy treatise against it in college. But, alas, it is who I am, and I must accept it.

Some might ask whether I was born this way or if this was a choice I made at some point in my life. This is not a question that I can answer. All I can say is that for the first couple decades of my life I truly believed that I was not one. I grew up in an environment where it was not an open option for me, and it was thus not something that I ever seriously explored (or even casually experimented with). No one that I knew was one, and if anyone was, they chose to remain in the closet about it.

Several family members and even my former pastor have recently expressed concern over the rumors they have heard about me. For the most part, these inquiries have resulted only in mild teasing, but underlying the teasing there seems to be serious concern for my well-being and my standing as a Christian. But no matter how they choose to respond, I believe that they do have a right to know.

I can say that my wife, Andrea, is fully aware of what I am about to say, and thank God, she is fully supportive of me. Moreover, my church accepts me fully for who I am as well, and for that I must thank God too. I can only hope that those in the larger church community and even in American society will learn to accept people like me as well. Unfortunately, those prospects do not look promising on either front.

In following posts I will explain my situation in greater detail and answer any questions that anyone has. In the meantime, I must confess that it is true:

I, David Cramer, am a Christian pacifist.

portrait-david-cramerDavid Cramer teaches philosophy and religion at Bethel College, Indiana, and is an editor for the journal Ethics and Medicine. He blogs at Cramer Comments and contributes regularly to CC Blogs and Young Anabaptist Radicals. This post is the first of his series The Folly of the Cross: On Christian Pacifism.

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  • hammerud
    I'm in favor of using creative responses to evil. I'm just not against
    the use of violence as an absolute commitment. The fact that Peter
    carried a sword at all as one who walked with Christ for three years is
    worth contemplating. Clearly, Peter didn't get the idea from Jesus that
    God's will for His children in this fallen world was an absolute
    commitment to never use violence in any circumstance.
  • canucklehead
    Isn't this just the tired, old "I was born left-handed" argument?
  • duhsciple
    Amen, brother. Jesus was grounded in reality! You are absolutely correct in the need to be practical and not just theoretical.

    As I read the Sermon on the Mount, I see that Jesus knew the reality of Roman occupation. Jews forced to carry military equipment for soldiers. Jews being back slapped as a way of humiliating them. Jesus offered practical, creative, effective responses that resisted evil without resort to violence.

    "2 swords being enough"

    *When Peter used one of those swords, Jesus issued a stern rebuke for his use of this sword in John 18:11.

    *2 swords were not enough to prevent Jesus from being arrested, tortured, convicted by a kangaroo court, and brutally executed in the most fraudulent capital sentence ever carried out.

    *2 swords were enough to fulfill the scripture that Jesus was "numbered among the transgressors"

    I hope that I am being practical, realistic, active in resisting evil. If, as you mentioned earlier, you were my neighbor, I would hope that you would find me to be this-- and more. I would hope that you would find me to be a person of grace and generosity.

    Of course, I can be a real jerk. I struggle to follow the Way of Jesus. My instinct is to retaliate when attacked. When bullies appear I swing between revenge and fear. Jesus calls me to courageously stand up to bullies. I hope someday to graduate from duh-sciple to being one of his disciples.

    Thanks again, for challenging me to be realistic, practical and acknowledging that we are talking about real evil.

    Forever live the Crucified and Risen King,

    Duh
  • hammerud
    Duhsciple -- I respect that you hold strong convictions, and this is
    not a big issue to me. I just don't see it that way -- too many
    situations where "creativity and imagination," without force, allow
    evil to triumph. Fighting violence with violence does not mean that
    both sides are on the same plane morally. Violence stemming from evil
    that is confronted by violence for protection from evil are not the
    same thing. Again, absolute pacifism is nice in theory. Communism was
    nice in theory -- its problem was Communists. Pacifism is nice in
    theory. The problem is people. Also, just out of curiosity, how do
    you explain the statement from Jesus that I quoted "...and he that
    hath no sword, let him sell his garment, and buy one?" Luke 22:36
    When I evaluate different ideas, I look at them in light of Scripture,
    not just based on my own ability to rationalize. As you quoted, God's
    "...foolishness is wiser than human wisdom." Based on the Luke quote,
    perhaps pacifism falls into the category of "human wisdom." Jesus was
    not divorced from reality.
  • duhsciple
    Thanks for the conversation, hammerud. However, I must say that I see things differently.

    Christ crucified is the power of God and the wisdom of God. The Way of Christ is foolishness to the world, yet a foolishness that is wiser than human wisdom and a weakness more powerful than any human strength.

    Human wisdom seeks to defeat violence with violence, lies with more lies, hatred with more hatred, greed with looking out for Number One, attacks by inflicting greater pain than the original aggressor. This way, which is completely understandable from a "common sense human point of view," actually multiplies evil rather than defeating it. According to my math, evil plus evil equals more evil. Principalities and Powers have structured the world towards a system of increasing violence and greed. They can be defeated only by means of death and resurrection.

    And, I must say that I do not equate being a pacifist with being nice or passive. Being a pacifist means standing up to evil doers with creativity and imagination. It means active confrontation. Real pacifists practice a peace that is willing to suffer. As I wrote in an earlier note, I have GREAT respect for soldiers who are willing to lay their lives on the line. They deserve honor. I am advocating for a kind of pacifism that is also willing to suffer and pay the ultimate sacrifice.

    And I humbly pray that I will be the kind of pacifist that is a threat to the "powers that be." Not in the sense that the powers need fear violence from me, but that my living would call into question the practice of their living.

    Finally, please note that the "what would you do?" questions pose that there are only 2 options- blast the aggressors or be a wimp. I, of course, reject both options and challenge the premise that there are only 2 options.

    In the Name of the Crucified, the Ultimate Scandal,

    duhsciple
  • hammerud
    I appreciate that you would be interested in my thoughts. I read thru
    the first reference. Haven't seen the book, but the bottom line in my
    thinking is that there is not going to be any beating of "swords into
    plowshares" until the Prince of Peace forces it. Notice that it will
    be when He "forces it." When He comes the second time, it will not be
    as a "man of sorrows, acquainted with grief," but as the ruling,
    powerful King of Kings and Lord of Lords; a righteous dictator; and
    all opposition will be crushed; and, by the way, violently. The
    pacifist idea, from what I can tell, has the concept that somehow man
    can come, by some sort of consensus, to bring peace into this fallen
    world by getting everybody to choose to be pacifist. It ignores
    reality. It is one of those things that only makes sense
    theoretically. It ignores man's fallen nature -- "in sin did my
    mother conceive me." The result of a world filled with people, such
    as myself by the way, with fallen natures, is a world which, as Jesus
    said on the way to the cross, is characterized by "the power of
    darkness;" and darkness does have power -- Satan is the "prince and
    power of the air," and "we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but
    against principalities, powers, and the rulers of the darkness of this
    world." That is the reality, and the Bible tells us where it is all
    heading all the way to the end. The time when "the lion lays down
    with the lamb" isn't going to happen because of man. God is going to
    bring it in by force and before that happens things are going to get
    really nasty. If a person wants to sit back and be nice (pacifist)
    during that period, that's fine, but it isn't going to change things.
    I would, however, be happy to live next to a pacifist -- one less
    threat for me to worry about.
  • kevin47
    I think Hammerud is getting at the distinction between political pacifism (the norm on this blog) and biblically-based pacifism.

    The former lazily evokes Christ's admonition to turn the other cheek when discussing the Iraq war, but offers to concrete ideas as to how non-violence can be consistently applied, since treading into that territory is politically unpopular. The latter is honest in it's call to genuine sacrifice in the name of pacifism, and at least deserves a hearing in the public square.
  • duhsciple
    For one perspective on this often asked question see...

    http://salsa.net/peace/conv/8weekconv7-4.html

    for another perspective, read the outstanding book by John Howard Yoder titled "What would you do?"...

    I'd be interested in what you think.

    Peace not pieces, duh
  • hammerud
    Yea, but don't you think that force, and even violence, could be
    required? Not all evil is open to being countered without violence.
    Your position to me cannot be held in an absolute sense in this sick
    world.
  • Eric77
    I sometimes find myself asking the same questions; however, pacifism doesn't mean simply letting evil go unchallenged (standing by while an innocent person is harmed). Pacifism means trying to counter that evil, but not with violence. Some of the methods used in the civil rights protests of the 1960s come to mind.
  • scat
    a couple of years ago, I finally confessed to being "almost a pacifist" to a friend of many decades, a twice-a-week-go-to church Christian. The "almost" is because I still sometimes feel the urge to punch someone's lights out when they have been particularly nasty. I was hoping to have some good discussions with my friend, but in fact, this longtime friendship was abruptly terminated a few months later. I'm not sure why, but my friend was very far-right wing and apparently deemed me not Christian enough.
    I have been anti-war for a long time. It seemed a foolish way to solve a problem and too often just an excuse for violence. I came to believe that matters of death should be solely the province of God. Humans have done a dismal job of doling out the death penalty in criminal cases. Too many innocents have been executed. War has way to much collateral damage. Even those not killed are often damaged beyond repair. I have come to beleive that by giving ourselves permission to kill sometimes, as in the case of self-defense or portection of the helpless, we have lost the motivation to find better solutions to those situations.
    The idea is exemplified by the case a few years ago in Georgia where a man was on a killing spree and was stopped by a young woman whose only weapon was a copy of The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. She used her wits and stopped the rampage. And all the people had had killed had been armed with guns. If we are going to do away with violence, it will have to start with a decision that violence is not an option.
    We live in a world full of endless variations of evil, so we have a very high mountain to climb. The disciples lived in a violent world yet that did not slow them down . They knew they were going to die violent deaths, yet they never resorted to violence. If they had, I don't think Christianity would have survived.
    As soon as we decide that it is OK to kill this kind of person, for instance a convicted murderer, we open a door that should remain locked to us. Then we have said it is OK to sort out people according to their worthiness to live. We have set ourselves up as junior dieties. There are ways to protect individuals and society from the anti-social inclinations of some without taking lives. I think God wants us to be smarter than we have been in this regard and it may ultimately be the test of our worthiness.
    But we are all imperfect and I'm still an "almost" pacifist because I'd really like to take a swing at the friend who dumped me.
  • hammerud
    Are you rigidly pacifist in every possible situation? I mean, it doesn't take a rocket scientist to recognize that there is evil in this world, and there are evil people who do horrible things. Would you just stand by if you saw an innocent person being harmed? I guess I don't understand if your commitment allows for some wiggle room. I respect your right to an opinion, and the Bible does say on various peripheral issues, "...let every man be fully persuaded in his own mind," but it also says in Acts 17:11 that the Bereans "...searched the Scriptures daily whether those things were so." When I, as a Christian, search the Scriptures I find that I personally cannot hold an absolute commitment to pacifism. Recognizing the evil in this world, Jesus in Luke 22:36, said to his disciples just prior to his crucifixion "...and he that hath no sword, let him sell his garment, and buy one." We're not to live in unreality in this fallen world. That is not to justify misuse of force, individually or by governments. Anyway, I think your wife is relieved that your problem is pacifism.
  • duhsciple
    I, too, identify as a pacifist.

    And... I'm wondering if my credibility would increase if I was willing to train, sacrifice, and suffer as those who do in the military.

    Serving in the armed forces is costly. We who are pacifists might be more convincing if we were willing to conduct "non-violent invasions" on behalf of peace and justice.

    Don't know if this makes sense.

    Duh
  • Eric77
    Well, I can definitely tell you that you weren't born a pacifist. If only humans were born that way and had to be taught differently...
  • DavidCramer
    Yeah, you're right, SisterMarie. Geesh, and I call myself an editor! (Don't tell my boss, please.)
  • Ngchen
    Very clever message. But hey, there is nothing wrong with being a Christian Pacifist, and the position is readily defensible. You have my fullest respect.
  • Nathan Bedford
    "Some of my friends and colleagues are already fully appraised..."

    I think that you meant "apprised."
  • letjusticerolldown
    OK
  • DITE
    Good for you David. Recognition of your problem is the first step toward recovery.

    I keed, I keed...Well, kinda.
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